Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1 : Get a book published
2 : Get fit and take part in a tae kwon do world championship
3 : Travel the world

Three Names You Go By:
1 : Binky
2 : Yorufox
3 : Hannah

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1 : Yorufox3
2 : yoru-fox44
3 : Those two are the only I’ve had.

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1 : My hair (it's easily managable)
2 : I'm not obese (somehow)
3 : My eyes (they are dark green/yellow/grey)

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1 : I have chubby cheeks from my dad XD
2 : Dont know
3 : I'm half leprechaun?

Three Things That Scare You:
1 : Churches (i'm not a satanist!!!)
2 : failure
3 : another person i care about dying

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1 : keys
2 : purse
3 : dont know

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1 : shorts
2 : T-shirt.
3 : flat shoes

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1 : Linkin Park.
2 : evanescence
3 : disturbed

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1 : chigaro by system of the down
2 : phantom of the opera by nightwish
3 : leave out all the rest by linkin park

Three Things You Want In A Relationship :
1 : humour
2 : Honesty.
3 : Loyalty.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1 : i have good grades in english
2 : i'm the most gorgeous girl on earth
3 : i can solve a rubix cube

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1 : Well-defined torso.
2 : Nice looking eyes.
3 : cool hair... *shrug*

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1 : Writing.
2 : Drawing.
3 : Tae kwon do

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered: (no particular order)
1 : something else in the media
2 : Animator
3 : Critic/Journalist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1 : Japan
2 : Thailand
3 : Bolivia

Three Names You Like:
1 : Damien.
2 : Jasper
3 : Hailey

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1 : I like action movies/shooting games/violent films
2 : I swear alot!
3 : I never wear make-up

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1 : I'm fussy about my hair
2 : I like shopping loads
3 : I complain too much

Take it if you wish.

haha, its me. and you know what? I've done it again! grrr lol i forgot to come online for ages XD

well anyways. since this year is my last year of school, i've finally decided what i want to do for the rest of my life. it was hard, but i finally decided. i want to be... an animator! thats right! i had a choice between illustraton and animation (i think i've mentioned this before in a journal). but i thought to be an illustrator, i need to be able to draw loads of different styles, more realistic ones too, which is something i am not good at. so i decided to do animation, because i love it so much i want to create it.

in 2 weeks i'm going to nottingham for the tae kwon do british championships!!! w00t! wish me luck!

I never realised how different american language is to british language. it is quite different. for example...

sweater in USA is Jumper in britain (dont ask why, i think jumper is a stupid word)

elevator in USA is Lift in britain (same but oh well)

Jello in USA is Jelly in britain

and jelly in USA is jam in britain

recess in USA is breaktime in britain

speaking of school, kindergarden in USA is Reception in britain.

haha you americans are so funny XD "rubber" in USA is a slang word for condom whereas in britain you are simply talking about an "eraser". so here when we want to get rid of a pencil mistake we ask "can i borrow your rubber?" which must sound retarded in america LOL!

i could go on... but i think its funny (dont know why)

anyways my coursework is piling up (not funny) i'm in a right shit with my teacher :S

i'm 16 in 19 days XD! my b-day yay! i'm going to scotland with a mate for halloween XD. i'm so lucky this year XD!

i'll think of summut else to write later! bye!

Okay! Total break from Tae Kwon Do! That's enough!!! mwahahahahahahaha!

Yes... I'm hyper...

Well, "what's with the title?" hahahaha! NO I'M SERIOUS! Well now i've created Crow (he's somewhere in my gallery) and the new school uniform... based my new ideas on victorian kinda stuff.

Crow is the fallen angel! Usually fallen ages have broken wings or summut right? Well, don't you think that idea is a little too literal? A fallen angel who cant fly because they have bloody wings... hmm time to get emotional, poetic and creative!! AND FUCK THE USUAL! mwahahahaha!

Hmm lemme introduce ya (might change in the future, especially his hair)...

Name: Matsuyami Kyosuke
Nick name: Crow
Sex: Male
Age: N/A
Race: Angellic (unknown)
Personality: Hmm I don't know quite yet. I guess he isn't the usual loud sort like naruto who always believes in themselves and yet he isn't the Yuki Sohma type either. I think he's a confident person, but he hasn't let that side of him go yet. He's playful yet serious, kinda like a bit of both. I think he's pretty much kinda complecated and inexperienced in life... that's all thats holding him back, the feeling of being something because that's probably what people expect from you. I guess where he came from people where strict, so he hardly had freedom to do anything at all. He is a romantic person, but i guess he's afraid to make a move.

Fallen? Why is he fallen? tell you what... i'll try and draw it. Because he is fallen, he is only a little more stronger than the average human, so with all due respect... he isn't very strong at all. People will probably think... "heroes are meant to be brave and strong and to be able to do things no one else can do... thats why they are heroes". but i think the real heroes are average people... they are really. although, magical powers and stuff makes them pretty cool, then i guess Crow isn't cool. I'll try and make it short, since this kinda story isn't really interesting :/

oh wells hope you look forward to another drawing

W00T! for the olympics that are underway! The opening sequence to the Beijing Olympics was spectacular! I don't think our London Olympics in 2012 will beat that so easily haha!

It has been a good start so far I think. The chinese are at the top with the most medals so far including 6 gold medals! And our Britain arn't doing bad either! Also congrats to USA for having such an awesome swimming champion!

Well, I just can't wait for Tae Kwon Do to start. At the moment i'm worried I might miss it because in England the Olympics start at 2am til 4pm O.o. They are also spread across 3 channels, 2 of them being on Freeview. So I hope I don't miss any of the Tae Kwon Do!!! It'd be such a shame for me to miss it! After all, it may not be the best martial arts in the world, but it sure does kick ass!!! ^^

Anyways back to Tae Kwon Do! My grading for my green belt is coming up on wednesday! Please wish me luck people... it'd be my 5th belt out of 11. My teacher is putting faith in me. I dont mean to bragg, but in all the 3 gradings I have been to, I have had been presented with an A-pass, which is like an A grade at school... meaning I did my best. My teacher is expecting me to get another A-Pass to surpass a red belt who has had 3 A-Passes in a row during his training at TKD. I am confident that I can do it... except some things are worrying me.

I think my pattern (series of moves in a sequence) couldn't be improved more and all my theory just needs more practise. The things I am worried about are my kicks, the "Straight Fingertip Thrust" move and my 3-step sparring.

3-step sparring is a sequence of moves to train your body to get good timing, good accuracy and to improve your techniques. In my previous belt, i had to perform 3 blocks and a counter attack, which was easy. But now I have to do 2 blocks, dodge the attack and counter attack or block and attack at the same time. This is difficult as my body remembers very well that I did 3 blocks, but now i have to do 2, i kept forgetting there wasn't an extra block. This has improved, but when i'm nervous at a grading... I think I might lose my concentration... and I dont know who I may be up against, it could be someone in another school .

the straight fingertip thrust was a problem because I got confused with how to do the technique. I learnt how to do it properly a week ago and i'm out of practise :'(. I hope I dont mess it up!

My biggest worry is my kicks! I've been training in TKD for a year and I still cant do my kicks good enough. I'm hardly very flexible at all, I'm not very strong and i havn't got much balance either . I thought my kicks were fine, but when my teacher told me to do my kicks slowly. It really began to show how bad I really was. I used to put too much control on my legs but now it's... i dont know! maybe i really arn't relaxed enough, but i cant seem to relax and try hard at the same time. I think at the grading I'll fail the kicks as I cant keep up with everyone else's speed and I'll lose my balance.

Wahh!!! I'm sorry i'm moaning again but it's really worrying me! :'( I hope I at least pass, and it'd be awesome if I could get an A-Pass again ^^ i'd love that. hmm maybe i'm setting goals that are unreasonable, maybe i'm just getting nervous and doubting myself, maybe i'm expecting too much... or is this "reality".

I'm sorry but I needed to write this... i'll practise hard... but still... it's on wednesday

Well, hey guys!

I'm feeling awesome!

I don't care what anyone says... Tae Kwon Do kicks ass!!!

Well, as you can guess, this journal is about tae kwon do, 100%, so if you dont give a damn about TKD (tae kwon do), you dont have to read.

Firstly, tae kwon do is a Korean martial arts, which translates as "to destroy with the foot". there are 2 different styles of TKD. There is WTF, which is the olympic TKD (i call it "what-the-fuck", you see why soon) and then there is ITF which is the traditional tae kwon do.

in the olympic tae kwon do, you are not allowed to use your hands. that is why i call it "what-the-fuck" tae kwon do because i personally dont like that style. On youtube if you search "tae kwon do", most videos show the WTF tae kwon do. because of this, people seem to think we dont use our hands in ITF tae kwon do or they think we learn it just to show off "flashy" kicks. also, there are alot of fights uploaded where Muay Thai is fighting Tae kwon do. Because in most of these fights, tae kwon do loses. Because of this, people (you know how abusive they are on youtube) diss the martial art.

(i dont mind if they say "i like muay thai better", fair enough. but if they say summut like "TKD sucks!" or "tae kwon do is retarded because they dont punch"... it's like they think they know everything.)

well anyways, i believe that it's not the martial arts which "suck" or whatever, i think it depends on the individual learning it, because we are all different right? but i shouldn't expect much since people are catagorised all the time.

So, I plan to really train very hard in order to be a good martial artist! i'll prove them wrong. but not only that but i really want people to think "wow she's good" or "i dont wanna mess with her ". well, to be totally honest, not bragging or anything... but i'm kinda getting that already and it's really nice to hear that from people.

Well! hopefully if i'm allowed I can join a tournament, i'd love that. and i'd love it even more if i could win something waah! hyperism!

I tae kwon do! It's an awesome martials arts and I really wanna become good ^_^. i really just wanted to say that

thank you for reading if you bothered ^^